so ive just started my school in grade 11 and honestly i cant feel the high school hype anymore lol.
remember when people say high school is the best part of school?
now my high school life is like hell lmao
i am literally being watched everyday. like i cant hang out with the guys without having this guy getting angry or mad. honestly idek why he is so narrow-minded and cant move on with the mistakes that ive committed and he doesnt even accept the way i am. im so stressed actually. i cant chat with the guys just because he doesnt chat with the girls. if i say what im thinking to him, confirm, he will get mad and he will say im the bad guy here. for real bro, fuck it. im tired like super tired and super stressed. my school works are always pilled up and then theres him, who doesnt let me do things the way i wanna do. does he not realise that he is tying me down? even in studying, he doesnt let me study in my own pace like fuck u bro. im trying to improve and what he will do is just raising his voice at me and say something mean to me like jesus fucking christ. all i wanna do is have fun....... i wanna have fun with my friends (the guys too). does he think that im neglecting him? its totally bc how he is like this that im taking any chances that i see. always complains at my clothing even tho they are perfectly fine!!!! asshole ugh. and he doesnt even want me to post photos bc he thinks if i do that, it means im an attention seeker.huh funny. and he said im disgusting bc i was wearing a fucking crop top lol rly m8?????????????????????????????? 1000000% done with him. im done.
